"I want to write because I have the urge to create. I want to write because I have the urge. I want to write because I."

"I felt myself melting into the shadows, a formless gray blur."

"If it was God's will, it is a very stupid arbitrary blood thirsty God, and I do not like him or believe in him or respect him because he is more foolish and mean than we are and has no sense of propor…"

"I began to think about the nature of my own misery, and how I could get out of it."

"I am terrified by this dark thing that sleeps in me."